Idk how to get start with this, but I cant think of anything to do except wasting my remaining life away while my energy getting drain slowly, idk how many of you still living, not get killed in pandemic, but allow me to brief about myself.
You think everything is positive, negative side can make the situation worse which is harmful to your physical and mental health. If your energy is slowly draining away the closest I can think of is family. Family will help you to get better they will apply different wellness to you to get better. Being entertained will give you a lot of peace of mind.