Did you all noticed that the viruses nowadays are like stronger than ever? After this covid-19 hit the world, the viruses that are hitting our bodies seems to be different and it takes a longer time before our immune system recovers from it. I hate it honestly, and right now I am sick as well for how many days already and I am just taking a whole rest in my house. Even if I want to do a lot of things, I just can't. I am not getting any younger and this is also giving me the idea that I should take care of my body unlike before that I feel like I am invulnerable to these sicknesses and viruses.

Don't waste your life, I know how frustrating it is with whatever you're dealing right now. But don't decide to do it because there is no one that's going to come and tell you that you should end but only your evil thoughts. If you're getting drained slowly, take morning walks, drink some hot coffee or cold drinks whichever is preferable on your condition. I've been drinking a lot of hot drinks but I seem to never recover for several days. I'm not losing hope but I just hate it that this has stopped me doing my errands and things that I have to do during my free time together with my family. Now, it is my wife that has contained the virus with me, we can't go outside and we think of this as just a normal flu but I think that I am already on the end game of this sickness.