OP sorry that i may have to make this batch on you that here is not a financial soliciting platform where everyone can come onboard and discuss about their personal dealings, its not that we are all above the power of being in need of money, but its always an important thing to know t=what to do at the right and appropriate time and manner, this place is meant for bitcoin discussion only, my advise is for you to look for job or learn about a skill that could attract earnings to you through the service you might render to others than begging.