Does any of feel behavioral change in you based on the win/loss in gambling. Myself had experienced it, and personally I used to be happy and I used to be polite with my family members and kid whenever I am on profit. On the day of losing it changes exactly in the opposite way, even for simple things I get much anger. Particularly while giving food to kid patience is must. On winning days I let him take his own time and eat. On the losing days I used to shout at him. I'm addicted, and I want fellow gamblers to make a self analysis at regular interval and be on the safer side.
There is one special joy and happiness that free money normally gives to people. It's not something new, but it's common among people.
You might have seen that amount you won that very day from gambling before, or you might have it on your bank account, crypto wallet, or anywhere that you have safe funds.
But the kind of joy and energy that winning will put in you will be as if you have not seen such money before it happens, and it keeps on occurring until you have gotten used to winning free money from casinos. Then you can learn how to moderate those joy.