Thanks for the heads up here, Holy!
As already established in this thread, OP was circumventing a self-exclusion.
Deposit was returned and account was closed.
I have never received the deposit back
If the deposit returned just after Razer made his post, it'll need some time to arrange the refund and for it to be confirmed and landed to the originating address. Wait and check periodically. I'll appreciate if you can tell us when you received it, so this case can be marked as resolved.