demo trading does not bring such emotions
This is the main problem, I think.
You are letting your emotions take over control. That ends badly every time. Follow a strategy and do not stray on your path...
Having demo trading cannot guarantee real profits when we are already trading in live trading account. Emotions are not emphasized during demo trading, so we will be working for that while we trade using our real live account. While emotions can be underrated, but we all know emotions are the best enemy in trading. If you fail to control your emotions, you will never achieve your goal profits in your trades.