I don't think any of you are ridiculing me. I have been ridiculed for years.
My family is scared of them,and so are my friends. If they feel that they are in danger they will abandon me.

And this isn't just any random internet forum. I don't think any of you can help me, but what this is is leverage.

Don't you think I have tried anything by now. They will not leave me alone for the rest of my life, because I am a liability.