I don't think there is anything hidden in trading and every trader has have one experience or the other in their lives and it's mostly similar and common because is trading and people incur loose of fund while trading, this has affected many people mentally, physically and emotionally due to what they are facing. So any discussion that is taken out from this thread seems phishing to me because I don't know what you are to tell secretly you can't say here besides nothing much difference sending you pm and discussing it here.