Only thinking about it makes me sad, thinking the trust and the money my parents have worked hard, it's not something that can be easily fix. Especially the trust , it's one of the hardest to build if you lost it.

If I find myself in this situation, working hard to return the money would be my priority. Even knowing that this won't bring their trust back, it's still the right thing to do. The next thing I should prioritize is to atone for what happened. This includes changing hoobies, considering gambling as off-limits, and be a better person.