I'm really worried about you. don't be upset .
people like you end up committing suicide. do not do that !
you need to see a psychiatrist. he will prescribe you pills.
Everything will be fine

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Honestly .
I do not know what happened .
I don’t know why you were kicked out of the project.
I see pain.
you try so hard to do fud every day.
but your theater is designed only for you.
I feel sorry for you .