I was very excited by my very first experience in gambling when I went out with friends, I was very excited to gamble for the first time, but I had to really warn myself after by telling myself that if I could be that excited the very first time and if I let this excitement into my head, I could end up being an irresponsible gambler. 

I think if you stopped gambling because you did not have money to gamble, it will not stop you from gambling when you suddenly now have money.