I can say however that my North Star has always been what I believed to be right at the time.
I see your honesty has not changed. :/ You wrote many things you knew were not true, based on the politics at the time.
After I was promised help, I removed trust on you and left the forum. (The offer of help was a lie so I came back). I received PMs warning me against you. Now I see they were correct- you are the same dishonest thief you were ten years ago.