that means you need to check what is wrong with you or you are addicted to the device. because if it were a normal person, they would not be afraid to feel alone because they feel that it is normal and don't mind it too much, let alone being afraid to face themselves. even when they don't have a device to play or watch, they will still be normal, at most they will find something to do whether reading the newspaper, sleeping, or enjoying coffee while looking at the morning/evening sky.