This is what my expression looks like

It was very meaningful and gave me pleasure until about 2 hours after getting the merit notification (I used the
Telegram Notification Bot from TryNinja)....in less than 24 hours, I started to get a little urge to learn something extra because I felt I found a door to make Useful posts and get more merit. The enthusiasm will give way again when after a few days I don't get merit, until I feel like I'm not successful enough to make consistent posts like that.
For me, it is the best morale booster to be more active in this forum. However, the relay must be connected immediately to maintain that enthusiasm.