Of the four posts the OP has made in this thread, it seems clear he was hoping to receive merits with the concocted story he typed up in his OP. Of the three replies he posted, he ignored your post and not only that, it seems he replied to those posts with the minimal of effort and minimal of text.
Personally, I have seen far too many dramas such as those contained in the OP and giveaway signs are usually there which point to members trying to get merits as it helps with them wanting to get higher rank and I am confident that is what is happening in this thread.
I regretted very much why I didn't take a risk. If you want to do something, you have to take a risk, nothing happens without a risk.
Sounds rather contradictory. You told your bother to invest in Bitcoin, but you didn't invest in it yourself, and now you are regretting. It means you also never believed in Bitcoin to begin with and only got to realize that you missed an opportunity when thing are now looking well