I hate being alone. When I'm alone, it forces me to face myself and think about what I've done. So when I'm by myself, I constantly scroll through my phone or aimlessly watch TV shows
I believe this is about our bring up , how we are being raised because like me that starts being alone since childhood I mean in night time that we need to sleep in our own rooms , we are going to school all by ourself.
Have you been with your parents since child?