So how about you? Have you ever thought of this idea when your picks aren't hitting? I mean, if we keep following how we think and feel with our picks and it doesn't translate to profit, there's no reason to continue following the same strategy. But are we comfortable with betting against our own picks just for the sake of fading ourselves strategy?
It seems to me that this is the way of understanding. Your situation is very familiar to me, this has happened to me more than once.
Only once did this happen in trading, when I realized that I did not understand where the price would go next, and recently in batting, when I began to bet on random matches, having the desire to simply lose the bonus limit.
Somehow, after the games, I also thought that I should put everything the other way around.
But it's not logical. It's like playing against your logic, and this approach is like betraying yourself.