If you want to achieve your goal in the industry, you need to exercise patience in your trading because the market price can change at anytime for you not to trade to avoid losses, which are some of the wrong decision that is making people to loss their money.

Since you budgeted a huge amount of money for the bear season, I will advise you to wait for the price of BTC to dump again before you can use the money to buy and hodl to watch what will going to happen in the bull run before you can trade to make profits.

You don't need to take hard drugs when trading in the market, because you will not be able to concentrate on the right direction to earn profits from the market than to end up in a wrong direction, and it will make you to give up on crypto trading.