Personally, me too. Realizing just how much I have learned from this forum made me feel like I had accomplished something and I know I did. I know that I have become a better person in many different aspects thanks to this forum. Many here, I probably would have learned about in the internet easily but being here in the forum made it much easier as all kinds of information was very much available.
I felt very proud of myself. I still remember that day the first time I had accepted my earnings, I couldn’t believe that such work can bring such a difference in my life. I hope you feel something akin to that soon!