Now it seems to me that money is all there is to survive in the world. Since 2020, since family finances have worsened, it is slowly seeming like money is everything in this world. Where there is no money you will find nothing. There is a saying that many people say, money can never buy you happiness but to me this is the funniest saying. Because without money you can never get all the things you want for happiness. In every case in this world you must depend on money to survive. Now I have to force myself to believe that at the end of the day it seems impossible to run this world without money. Where you have to depend on money to do every job or take every step, from studying, there is no other way and at the end of the day it seems to me that studying where there is financial insecurity is also unusual or not worth it. Because when you see that your father in your family has taken the responsibility of your entire family on his shoulders and it has become much more difficult for him to carry the responsibility of the family, then you will no longer want to do anything other than earning money, then only the sense of responsibility will work in your head. I don't know how accurate my words are but to me it seems right now in this situation.
Yes, I understand the general outline of what you said OP. And I understand what situation you are facing to be able to come to the conclusion you wrote. I'm sure you have gone through several obstacles in life that have left you at the point where you feel that without money you cannot live. I will not blame you nor will I justify your words. but I understand the situation. Because I've been in that position.
And basically money is the most important tool in this era. except in countries that are currently being hit by an extreme crisis where their national currency is no longer valid due to the extreme hyper inflation that is occurring. which made people there even start using old methods such as using gold and silver in transactions. And there you will understand that there are people who are starting to despair even with the currency they hold. So money is no longer everything. but normally in normal situations money is one of the most important things which is currently a tool to get the things you need in life. Although I prefer to think that insight and skill can ultimately be more important than money. Because with that we can make money come to us.