Yeah, it's just money. That same money is not plucked from trees or gotten easily. It's from people's sweat and hard work that gave them the money they have.

OP, what I am trying to say in essence, is people don't usually give strangers money online because of the stories they have shared with them about their past life on how their ex or wife treated them. That should be in the past and it is too wrong for one to dwell on one past misfortunes whereby one can fix their life back by finding work and working hard for their future since they are healthy or not physically challenged. Even those physically challenged are finding things to do nowadays for themselves than going about begging people for arms to survive in this bad economy the cost of living is high.

However, OP get yourself busy by starting up something, no matter how little it is. This is my advice to you "You better take it than dwell in the past or beg for money here".