ok lets make it simple.
answer these questions for us please

1. at what point your online orders are marked as completed?

2. If someone bought loaded coin and you sent it out empty, we can assume that order is still in progress as just a part of the goods were delivered.
how many of those pending orders do you still have?

3. why you never took a step to close all your pending/incomplete orders?

4. If you knew that you have shitloads of open/pending orders and that anyone can come asking for THEIR btc, how did you decided to travel empty AF? bitcoiner traveling europe with 0 btc? are you fkin serious ? not even 0.001 ? so maybe fiat is better than btc that you decided to rely on it whole your travel period lol?
you are just a bad actor trying to make us look that it was our fault or something.

5. total 3 coins that i have has a load of 0.0035 , i mean dude.. you are broke AF. how come they havent been loaded yet lol? your ass is burning but you still postpone 0.0035 load?
you are insolvent.
rip