Dude, this will only make things worse .. You're completely unaware of how everyone regard newbies looking for a helping hand all of a sudden, with no valid collateral. I can agree that you're actually jobbing/ doing regular business for survival; can you - in your right sense lend out $5000 to someone that speaks to you over the phone for the first time - someone you don't even know how they got your contact? That's a perfect analogy to what happened to you in here....but you know what the difference is? That you can't just be set free - they gotta warn others about you, I mean just Incase...
You dragged more suspicions to yourself by creating those threads/submitting those applications multiple times until people in here thought it were a spam.