I didn't expect a normal reply from you guys either , I asked for a loan it was stupid alright !! move on
how I can remove them and never do that mistake again ?!
The negative feedback on your profile is not there because you made a mistake, they are there to warn others about what kind of person you are. Only an idiot or a troll can ask for a no-collateral loan worth 30btc and in the end, blame legendary members for not understanding the nonsense of a newbie.
You did something stupid thinking that someone would give you 30BTC for free, now you don't have to carry a sign above your head with the inscription "idiot".