I didn't expect a normal reply from you guys either , I asked for a loan it was stupid alright !! move on
how I can remove them and never do that mistake again ?!
Was it your first and only stupid mistake? No. You've proven yourself a repeat offender, and frankly, there's little reason to believe you won't do it again. Considering your established pattern, the negative trust on your profile is more than justified. Let it serve as a scarlet letter for your future actions.