Wait, you had a bad feeling that this paid recovery subscription is wrong and you still subscribed and paid for it? Why? It sounds a bit as if Ledger follows some dark patterns to offer his customers victims their stupid recovery subscription in a way that their victims think it's mandatory.

I would simply stay away from Ledger. Their firmware is closed source, they lied in the past about their claim that your seed can't ever leave the device. Well, their stupid recovery subscription does exactly that and you have to pay for it, monthly. How bonkers is that!?

I also believe you have a Ledger Nano S plus as to my knowledge the Nano S can't have the recovery subscription firmware. (I might be wrong though as I wouldn't touch any Ledger even if I got one for free and couldn't care less about their crap, except to warn people to stay away from it).