Now it seems to me that money is all there is to survive in the world. Since 2020, since family finances have worsened, it is slowly seeming like money is everything in this world. Where there is no money you will find nothing. There is a saying that many people say, money can never buy you happiness but to me this is the funniest saying. Because without money you can never get all the things you want for happiness. In every case in this world you must depend on money to survive. Now I have to force myself to believe that at the end of the day it seems impossible to run this world without money. Where you have to depend on money to do every job or take every step, from studying, there is no other way and at the end of the day it seems to me that studying where there is financial insecurity is also unusual or not worth it. Because when you see that your father in your family has taken the responsibility of your entire family on his shoulders and it has become much more difficult for him to carry the responsibility of the family, then you will no longer want to do anything other than earning money, then only the sense of responsibility will work in your head. I don't know how accurate my words are but to me it seems right now in this situation.
I'm not sure if I understand what you're saying cause you're going off on different tangents here and there that it makes everything so confusing, but here goes. Money is wealth, but the wealthiest thing that you could own and make use of is your brain. The thing is that you could have all the money on the planet and you'd end up with nothing before you die cause you'll end up splurging it all on shit that you don't need. Whereas if you have the brains to really get money, no matter how many times you lose it all you'll always be able to get it back, and maybe even more, I've seen this firsthand especially after the first biggest bull run in this industry. A bunch of my friends who lost everything wasn't able to really recover anymore, while those who took the time to learn the recipe of how to succeed once again and how to smartly manage their wealth were able to earn more than what they have been able to bag initially.
Plus honestly there's nothing wrong about working and chasing the bag, we all need money to survive. The more the merrier. If we frolic and not focus on earning money you think we're going to survive this hellish capitalistic society we're living in right now? Fuck no.