Hello friends!

I am creating this post to ask for help and advice.

I learned about Bitcoin back in 2010, but a computer was too expensive for me then.

In 2017, I studied how Ethereum mining works, took out a loan and put together a small farm.

I lived quietly, but then I met a girl who eventually took my apartment and car (And I had to return to live with my parents.

Three years later I got married, we took out a mortgage on the apartment. But later I was fired from work, where I killed my back and knees(

I started to study cryptocurrencies again, but all the options without investments give very little money.

Now my wife says that she is tired of me being poor.

But I can’t get another job due to health problems or they just tell me “We’ll call you back” and silence ((

I read a channel where people have thousands of bitcoins that have been preserved from old times.

Even 1 bitcoin would solve all my problems, I would close the loan, get divorced calmly, and not listen to screams and swearing every day(

I am almost 40 years old, everything I had, everything I saved, everything was taken by my ex-girlfriend.

At current prices and times, I will no longer be able to save up for an apartment.

My life is a real hell(

I wrote to Vitaly Buterin, Nick Spanos, Justin Sun, the hacker Gummo, but only Vitaly answered and told me to buy Ether and that’s it(

But there is no money(

I understand that without money you are nothing, but I don’t know where to get it(

I dream about a Suzuki Jimny, about a trip to Iceland, but I understand that life is not endless and may end, but dreams will remain so.

After all, Satoshi Nakamoto invented Bitcoin so that people would help each other, and corrupt banks and officials could not take anything.

Guys, I am writing from the bottom of my heart, without deception, my life is really a mess and I don’t know how to find a way out(

Maybe someone can help?

I'm very tired... from hopelessness, from the thought that every new day does not bring relief... I don't know what to do next ((

After all, it’s just money, but with its help you can make the life of one person on Earth a little happier....