I lived quietly, but then I met a girl who eventually took my apartment and car (And I had to return to live with my parents.
Now my wife says that she is tired of me being poor.
Even 1 bitcoin would solve all my problems, I would close the loan, get divorced calmly, and not listen to screams and swearing every day(
I am almost 40 years old, everything I had, everything I saved, everything was taken by my ex-girlfriend.
Forget women and focus in yourself right now. If you get rid of this bullshit, 50% of your problems are gone already. In order to work and make money, you need peace of mind and spirit first. So I guess the divorce has to come first, so you can dedicate your time and energy to your personal goals, without interruptions anymore.
But I can’t get another job due to health problems or they just tell me “We’ll call you back” and silence ((
You have to find something you can work on despite your health problem. Without working, there isn't income. To appeal to charity won't work at all, unless you have a very serious health issue. Talk about your skills, what you can offer to a company or to potential customers. At some point you will find someone interested.
And when someone doesn't give you the job, ask them to recommend and advice another places you could try as well. Keep increasing your network of contacts until it works. If people see you are persistent and a hard working man, they will give you a chance sooner or later. Once it happens, it's your turn to correspond their expectations.
You are a young man for nowadays' standards. It's still possible you can achieve your dreams of travelling to Iceland and purchasing a Suzuki Jimny. Don't give up. By trying and building your way up is also a very rewarding experience. Find pleasure and satisfaction on it!