and do you think your action is helping the society become a better place? You want to go out to get yourself indebted and refuse paying your debt because you feel that the world is not a better place? Aren't you indirectly contributing to making the world a worse off environment than what you've seen it now. What we call the society is a collection of you and me doing our own bit to make the society better or make it worse than how we've met it.

The crazy politician that's selfish and creating policies that's making the world an unsafe environment is doing so just because he view the world a certain and maybe makes it look like it's all about securing himself and nothing else matters. Such thought process as those you hold are part of what comes to most of the suicide victims mind before they eventually give it all or commit a crime that's very bad. You have to put yourself together and leave your life the best way you can cause no one is coming to help you out in making the world better than what it is now. It's all man to himself.