Sometimes the news of bitcoin maybe contradictory and when hoping on positive news of bitcoin you maybe backslide, because many people have thought that the price of bitcoin is now getting upright but it shock some people who hoped-for speculation of Bitcoin and believes that as people speculate on price of bitcoin that the price will be going up all through this year, whereas the price of bitcoin is depreciating in the market almost every day, so I don't know why bitcoin can not be depending on.
Bitcoin is not a get rich quick scheme, so you don't need to cast your hope on it, you're too invest with your descretionary income and hold for a long term. The market is very volatile and it can be mentally disturbing if focused on.
Cast your hope on other things and remove your mind from your Bitcoin investment for your sanity sake, and to achieve that, do not invest more than you can afford to loose in Bitcoin. Your gains would come, most times not immediately, but after a while, your investment would be profitable.
Get a career, find something doing to keep you busy, attempt forgetting that your investments existed and live your normal life independent of your investment, that way you would not l be disturbed by the volatility of the market.