But I didn't realize when the greed started in me and since then my dividends and capital have been in losses and huge deficits. But for fear of losing the whole capital I refrained from gambling, and after retiring for two to three days I made a small profit when I entered the winnings.
Gambling will be very dangerous if someone is greedy and cannot control their emotions and finances. What you are experiencing is what most gambling addicts experience. But luckily you still have good emotional control so you choose to stop gambling for a few days. You can feel that you have been free from addiction. Most gamblers who fail to control their emotions end up in debt and experience big losses that destroy their lives and their families. For emotional people it is important to control their emotions first. Because you will really lose if you are in an emotional state.