It’s normal to be optimistic about every new month to be the month that, Bitcoin would experience a lot of bullish move. Especially with the halving haven’t gone behind us but really, it amounts to nothing really. You can get heartbreaks having way much expectations from every coming month. If your buying and holding, spending just when you have to if you have to, you would care less of the bullrun but, appreciate it when it starts happening and your assets keeps appreciating in value.