The agressivity, they are suicide agressive players level. But freerolls give to you for free the first trainning: The patience (it's a profit). The second thing is that you can earn real money without put money in the game, you earn cents most of times, when you earn off course, but is better than losing tens of dollars maybe hundreds, then my money began to reverse his flow.
So, the keyword here is "AGREESIVENESS"... Sometimes, we're affected by the least possible factors that we think may not be much of a problem at the time. Accountability is one of man's most deniable virtues; the moment you fail to acknowledge things for what they are, it comes back to hunt you tomorrow.
Now I play cheapper games but I am satisfied because I can hit my chest and say "I am a winner player".
Is anyone really a "winner player" as you claim? Please, spare me your self-centered declarations -- I've seen cases where professionals still lose to the game.
You know what you did? You were finally able to control your mind and emotions, understanding that for losing more isn't a kickstart to gambling more...
[we all know how difficult it is to quit amidst the games]