I haven't yet. Looks like a long thread of yours and let me read and see. Because that's what actually it is with the content creators that are everywhere. They like to romanticize their wins and then when it's with their losses, they're not proudly showing it. Well, as for me, I am a bettor and I share my wins and so as my losses although sometimes it's hard to look at those losses that I've made but then, it doesn't discourages me from continuing what I'm doing.