I totally get where you're coming from! Procrastination used to be my biggest enemy, but I started breaking my goals into smaller tasks, and that really helped me stay focused. I’ve also found that surrounding myself with driven friends has been a game changer. Their hustle motivates me to push myself harder. As for fear of failure, I’ve learned that every setback is just a stepping stone, so I try to embrace the lessons instead of dwelling on what went wrong.
This is very nice of you, see if you have time, work hard in it, earn money and use it, but don't take too much and useless things that will not benefit you. You should also spend time with your friends, but the friends should be good ones from which you can learn something from them. If you live like this, there will come a day when you will be proud of yourself and that day will be your success. I believe that every human being should follow that which will make him feel good and also be good in the eyes of others. But in this era, this thing is considered useless and because of shame, some people can't do anything with it, but like you, it should be attached to everyone, which will make everyone's life better.