from decembar 2023 i start gambling and invest in crypto. my life was good back then. i lost all my savings and took debt from many people. now its time to return people money. but im totally zero. i dont know what to do? Cant sleep for last 3 month. Thought to give up my life. but im not that much brave. i need to take care of my family. for many people this 10000 dollar maybe nothing. but for me now its a big burden. i lose my scholarship. first time i failed in my semester exam. now i need to pay to my university also. im fully fucked up.....
So you have the following problems:
1. gambling
2. no money
3. lost scolarship
4. failed semester exams
You have 4 problems...
I am certain that you have 4,000 reasons to be happy with your life and another 4,000 reasons not to give up.Let's see the actions now:
1. The gambling isssue must be communicated with someone if you can't stop it. Perhaps a therapist would be a good start. It literally requires less than 1hr of your time to search for a therapist.
2. Money can be found if you start working. Depending on where you live this can be hard, but searching for a job is a must (in my opinion).
3. The scholarship thing will be handled, if you start with action (2).
4. Many people don't even finish with their studies, so I am sure it can be handled by studying harder.
I make things look easy but I acknowledge that for many people they aren't easy. If you are really struggling with seeing the positive sides / aspects of your life, there are many people that can help (action (1)).