It's so sympathetic to see that you are passing through all this addiction of a thing, but I would ask haven't you been involving yourself with most of the discussion that talks about gambling addiction?
Didn't you read and contributed to those topic or you just skip those advise given by those who created those topic/thread?

Like I know this forum has been the best place ever to guide and build me (anyone) about my gambling habits and if you actually put everything you read here about gambling addiction you will never fall in this whole situation you are now. But one thing I must tell you now is to close all your gambling accounts and focused on yourself, then think about paying out @shasan his loan I know he is a reputable member of this forum and he will understand provided you keep showing commitment then he would pardons you to gradually clear up your loans, I don't think that would be any problems in as much as you are in a campaign then it's rest assured that you will have to clear up your loans.

For about @Hhampuz, though I never worked with him before but I know he is also an understandable person who so much love his community. If there are any problems between you guys just write to him and explain everything you want him to help you out, I believe every one of us here is a human and they also have sense of reasoning no matter how hard they may seems to be at least if you go with a cogent or a tangible reasons they would definitely gives you a listening ear.

NB: Gambling is always a game of fun and not a place for wealth creation. You were chasing wealth and not fun, please close down all your gambling account and focused on post that talks about gambling addiction so you can read more to control yourself more better.