if the price goes down I look for money somehow to Buy Cheap,
Your statement here shows that you not yet prepare for Bitcoin investment and it seems their is no budget for discretionary income there are things you need to set available before going into Bitcoin investment you need to a source of income or steady cash flow before thinking Bitcoin investment looking for money to me can mean different thing it could be that you want to borrow money to invest in Bitcoin or probably asking a friend which you are not sure he will assist you trying to put pressure on your self.
You should remember you are investing for long so you need to invest with money you may not need for long like 4-10 and above and you can't achieve this when you are struggling for investment.
It is never advisable to borrow money for Bitcoin investment.