Exactly. I'm a retired coder, a good one, so I do it for fun mostly when I have time and interest, and it becomes boring after a month of managing a network of GPUs.
I have a question, if this is just for fun, why do you keep the knowledge to yourself? I understand that we mortals keep things to ourselves to have an advantage, but how does that benefit you? And you will say that you shared kang1 but your "SOTA" code I have tested and implemented on GPU and it is even slower because it makes excessive use of ECC operations, while the ideal is to work with Int and only use points where strictly necessary.
so even though you think you are a good programmer you prove the opposite, which makes you even more suspicious of being the creator and you went crazy, staining your own lore.