this one is already dead, you are not going to go from zero at launch to being big in the future, that's not going to happen.
Thanks a lot for the response and the motivation, beerlover. Pinksale and other scammy launchpads are exactly the places I want to stay away from. I have money, but I won't spend them for shady marketing at the beginning. I want to grow organically little by little and I will start building around the project in parallel. I won't give up and will prove that this way of launch is better than launchpads in the long run.
I would be rooting for you, I mean I would not spend a dollar on this, because it is not providing any good future to me, I do not trust that it would happen and looks too risky, but I do believe in you and I hope that you do great, I hope to see this with 1+ million marketcap one day, make me regret not getting into it. I am just trying to be helpful and show you that the way all things worked so far.
You might be right that some launchpads are just scams, and you might be right that many marketing places are just charging for bots, so you do not want to spend money on them and you are right about that. But also, you need to remember that no successful project has started with zero buyers, and organically grew after launch, not in many many years. So you are doing something that's very difficult, and unlikely.