You should stay away from gambling because it's all a real lie, to hell with gambling and the like. to satoshi thank you for making all the new buzz. if you are still in this world I'm sure you will make another breakthrough for many people who are addicted to gambling. because I think gambling is the worst substance than drugs. but it seems like you are gone, and I will also catch up with you if I don't get a way out from the gambling trap that ruined my finances until I'm deeply in debt.
How much have you lost in gambling ? because you sounds like a total gambling hater .
If $20 seem like a less money to you it might be a lot for others, I don't have to know how much this person lost in gambling, I can already feel how pained he is for losing money on gambling.
I hope he heals in no time and learns from his mistake, or gambling will forever be a hating ground for him, many people don't even understand the true meaning of gambling, if they do they will all trend slowly.
You are on your own if you believe that gambling can change your story, learn to crave some enjoyment from gambling, that's all I can say, anything more than this you are on your own.