... because I think gambling is the worst substance than drugs. but it seems like you are gone, and I will also catch up with you if I don't get a way out from the gambling trap that ruined my finances until I'm deeply in debt.
We run into that trap because we tempt ourselves that we can make money from gambling, which we cannot. You run into debt because you overextend yourself. You should have stopped when you're losing a lot and not taken a loan trying to recover your losses. Those winnings that you hope to happen that will recover your losses are not going to happen; unfortunately, you still proceed, so this happens to you.
Hopefully you can get back on your feet; don't lose hope.