You should stay away from gambling because it's all a real lie, to hell with gambling and the like. to satoshi thank you for making all the new buzz. if you are still in this world I'm sure you will make another breakthrough for many people who are addicted to gambling. because I think gambling is the worst substance than drugs. but it seems like you are gone, and I will also catch up with you if I don't get a way out from the gambling trap that ruined my finances until I'm deeply in debt.
Gambling did not ruined your life, indiscipline did ruined your life because it's your responsibility to gamble responsibly and make you dont spend more than what you can afford to lose, the only time anyone complains that they became indebted because gambling is when they gamble with the intentions of making profits, getting rich quick mentality and also greed.
If you exhibit any of the above mentioned characteristics, you should know that definitely you will be heading into debts or other financial crisis, so try as much as possible to gamble responsibly and for fun, never use the money you can't afford to lose to gamble.