You should stay away from gambling because it's all a real lie, to hell with gambling and the like. to satoshi thank you for making all the new buzz. if you are still in this world I'm sure you will make another breakthrough for many people who are addicted to gambling. because I think gambling is the worst substance than drugs. but it seems like you are gone, and I will also catch up with you if I don't get a way out from the gambling trap that ruined my finances until I'm deeply in debt.
I try to assume based on the content of this post it seems that you have lost a lot from the gambling you do, I hope you can get back up and live your day without regret. If I am wrong in interpreting your post, please understand. By the way, it is not something strange for us, to hear, read or watch many people who are frustrated with their defeat from gambling. I can understand it, we have our own stories from gambling. I think experience will provide a lot of new understanding related to gambling, especially where we are in a situation like being caught in a gambling trap that has a bad impact on all aspects of life. If you are indeed in a difficult situation, allow me to share with you, try to find free time in your solitude. Think clearly, and do it to fix it again. Remember gambling is not a shortcut to getting rich, because there are many things that we will bet if we focus too much on making money in each session. If you can change your perspective on gambling, especially just to fill your free time or have fun, then you will not easily get caught back in a difficult situation.