Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.
Plenty of people have lost their shirts here and went back to square 1 or had an exchange hacked or corrupt wallet downloaded off a dodgy site steal all their corn. Clench your teeth and get back in the game with whatever you can scrounge up and hope for the best. Thats what life is all about. Live in hope or die in despair.
Try older altcoins like BTX (Bitcore) , IXC (iXcoin) , GLC (Goldcoin)NMC (Namecoin) etc and just sit on a stackand hope for the best. Who knows? who cares? Life is shit and then we still die but but if youre going to top yourself you are only going to cause misery and grief for your family.
Just say fuck it and move on. Get some job or income and sit on a big bag of altcorn just in case the wind blows in the right direction. Doldrums last for ages and get mundane but such is life. Up and down round and round over za hill we go ..nobody knows whats over the crest or around the next bend. Cest la vie.