Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
This are some of the things you must go through in life, for you to become a great man or woman, because every great man or woman you see around this community have story of his or her life to tell people around them, you don't need to kill yourself for people to know that you Lost such huge amount of funds, just compose yourself as a gentle man you are and move on with your life, just try and look for other way where you can get a better job that will help you to save some funds that will make you to try bitcoin investment, I believe you can recover all you have lost in that Solana ecosystem if you can hold bitcoin for long term.