Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.
There's more to life than money.
All you have is this moment, so practice Gratitude.
Don't worry about the past or future which is outside of your control. Realize that nothing is ever lost, there is an opportunity in every moment.
Even if you doubled your money to $60k you still would not have been happy. Happiness is in the moment, right now. Your chasing of materialistic rewards and lack of gratitude is why you lost everything.
Learn to appreciate what you have.
A poor man needs everything, and accomplishes nothing. While a rich man needs nothing, and accomplishes everything.