I am very sorry for your mother. Pray for her and have hope that she is peaceful and free in Heaven.

As for your coin: I don't think it's a good idea to start a coin without the community and VC in the modern era. People create thousands of memecoins & shitcoins daily, the market is overloaded. I suggest you should focus on Top 10 solid L1 & L2. There is still space for growth. Also check out HEX - it's the coin designed to be a store of value and it has very vibrant and active community.

Good luck.