Recently I had the stupidest idea in my lifetime, I jumped into the solana ecosystem. Yep, you can guess what happened, I have lost all of my money trying to make it there. More than 30k which doesnt sound like a lot but from where im from it really is.
All of my struggles gone in a matter of weeks, my stupidity got the best of me and I couldnt control myself, couldnt stop myself. I have had some thoughts since then, not the best ones. Im ashamed of what I did and im hopeless, how am I going to tell my family about this, how do I tell them I lost everything and im a fuckup.. I have been having these thoughts the past few days, seems more and more appealing to me. Ive always struggled with my mental health but never like this. It feels like im hanging from a cliff with no end. The only good option is to let go.
Idk why im writing this here, i guess this forum is the place where I started my journey in crypto, and this is where I chose to end it too.
Dear friend , ignore satan and all the convincing lies enticing you to do this at your lowest moments of despair. The almighty G-D loves you and gives everyone another chance called tomorrrow until thiose days have passed. Let the Almighty be your refuge and fortress and lead you out of this darkness. Psalm 91 and hold firm in your sorrows. Amen brother.